Monday, 23 June 2014

until

STAVE TWO

THE FIRST OF THE THREE SPIRITS

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WHEN Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that looking out of bed, he could scarcely distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his chamber. He was endeavouring to pierce the darkness with his ferret eyes, when the chimes of a neighbouring church struck the four quarters. So he listened for the hour.

Dickens, Charles. "A Christmas Carol." The Christmas Books Volume 1: A Christmas Carol/The Chimes. Ed. Michael Slater. London: Penguin Classics, 1985. 66. Print.

8

The Pit

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I CANNOT POSSIBLY DESCRIBE to you what it felt like to be standing alone in the pitchy blackness of that silent wood in the small hours of the night. The sense of loneliness was overwhelming, the silence was as deep as death, and the only sounds were the ones I made myself. I tried to keep absolutely still for as long as possible, to see if I could hear anything at all. I listened and listened. I held my breath and listened again. I had a queer feeling that the whole wood was listening with me, the trees and the bushes, the little animals hiding in the undergrowth and the birds roosting in the branches. All were listening. Even the silence was listening.

   I switched on the flashlight. A brilliant beam of light reached out ahead of me like a long white arm. That was better. Now at any rate I could see where I was going.

Dahl, Roald. Danny the Champion of the World. New York: Puffin Books, 1998. Print. (pp. 62-63)


CHAPTER 12

DEATH ON THE MOOR


  The last red streaks had faded away in the west and night had settled upon the moor. A few faint stars were gleaming in a violet sky.
  A terrible scream--a prolonged yell of horror and anguish burst out of the silence of the moor. That frightful cry turned the blood to ice in my veins.
  Blindly we ran through the gloom, blundering against boulders, forcing our way through gorse bushes, panting up hills and rushing down slopes, heading always in the direction whence those dreadful sounds had come. At every rise Holmes looked eagerly round him, but the shadows were thick upon the moor, and nothing moved upon its dreary face.
  "Can you see anything?"
  "Nothing."
  "But, hark, what is that?"
  A low moan had fallen upon our ears. There it was again upon our left! On that side a ridge of rocks ended in a sheer cliff which overlooked a stone-strewn slope. On its jagged face was spread-eagled some dark, irregular object. As we ran towards it the vague outline hardened into a definite shape. It was a prostrate man face downward upon the ground, the head doubled under him at a horrible angle, the shoulders rounded and the body hunched together as if in the act of throwing a somersault. So grotesque was the attitude that I could not for the instant realize that that moan had been the passing of his soul. Not a whisper, not a rustle, rose now from the dark figure over which we stooped. Holmes laid his hand upon him and held it up again with an exclamation of horror. The gleam of the match which he struck shone upon his clotted fingers and upon the ghastly pool which widened slowly from the crushed skull of the victim. And it shone upon us something else which turned our hearts sick and faint within us--the body of Sir Henry Baskerville!
  There was no chance of either of us forgetting that peculiar ruddy tweed suit--the very one which he had worn on the first morning that we had seen him in Baker Street. We caught the one clear glimpse of it, and then the match flickered and went out, even as the hope had gone out of our souls. Holmes groaned, and his face glimmered white through the darkness.

Doyle, Sir Arthur Conan. "The Hound of the Baskervilles." Sherlock Holmes: The complete Novels and Stories, Volume II. New York: Bantam Dell, 2003. 121-123. Print.

EXODUS


10 Then the LORD said to Moses, "Stretch out your hand toward the sky so that darkness spreads over Egypt--darkness that can be felt." So Moses stretched out his hand toward the sky, and total darkness covered all Egypt for three days. No one could see anyone else or move about for three days. Yet all the Israelites had light in the places there they lived.

The New International Version Study Bible. Ed. Kenneth L. Barker. Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 2011. Print. (Exodus 10:21-23)

PSALMS

BOOK V

Psalms 107 - 150

              Psalm 119
                 נ Nun

Your word is a lamp for my feet,
  a light on my path.
I have taken an oath and confirmed it,
  that I will follow your righteous laws.
I have suffered much;
  preserve my life, LORD, according to your word.
Accept, LORD, the willing praise of my mouth,
  and teach me your laws.
Though I constantly take my life in my hands,
  I will not forget your law.
The wicked have set a snare for me,
  but I have not strayed from your precepts.
Your statutes are my heritage forever;
  they are the joy of my heart.
My heart is set on keeping your decrees
  to the very end.

Ibid. (Psalm 119:105-112)

JOHN


1 In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.

There was a man sent from God whose name was John. He came as a witness to testify concerning that light, so that through him all might believe. He himself was not the light; he came only as a witness to the light.

The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world. He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God-- children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God.

The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.

Ibid. (John 1:1-14)

God Of This City

Words and Music by
Aaron Boyd, Richard Bleakley,
Peter Comfort, Peter Kernoghan,
Andrew McCann and Ian Jordan

You're the God of this city,
You're the King of these people,
You're the Lord of this nation,
You are.

You're the light in this darkness,
You're the hope to the hopeless,
You're the peace to the restless,
You are.

There is no one like our God.
There is no one like our God.

CCLI Song # 5037070
© 2006 sixsteps Music | worshiptogether.com songs

2 PETER


1 So I will always remind you of these things, even though you know them and are firmly established in the truth you now have. I think it is right to refresh your memory as long as I live in the tent of this body, because I know that I will soon put it aside, as our Lord Jesus Christ has made clear to me. And I will make every effort to see that after my departure you will always be able to remember these things.

For we did not follow cleverly devised stories when we told you about the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ in power, but we were eyewitnesses of his majesty. He received honor and glory from God the Father when the voice came to him from the Majestic Glory, saying, "This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased." We ourselves heard this voice that came from heaven when we were with him on the sacred mountain.

We also have the prophetic message as something completely reliable, and you will do well to pay attention to it, as to a light shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts.

The New International Version Study Bible. Ed. Kenneth L. Barker. Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 2011. Print. (II Peter 1:12-19)

Friday, 20 June 2014

my stress level, like a cat up a tree, is being ridiculous.

Silly cat. You have no reason to be up so high. Are squirrels so interesting?

And you think I'm climbing up there again to get you? 


Guess I am.


  Silly cat.

Thursday, 12 June 2014

Like a chequebook, an opinion, or the scales.

Yesterday afternoon I stood at low point and from there could easily see all other points of that same altitude. Later I had a conversation about what it's like to live in a cursed world. Trials are a thing (cf. life). 
Some days--like yesterday--I really feel like it's all a low point. It's all cursed trials and lamenting my own existence.

[something neutral in the middle]

Then today I'm struck by how much I enjoy my job. I have one job that I love to pieces and that's far more than I would ever demand or expect from an income source. But to have a second job that is a good fit, a good challenge, a great blessing, a good opp to meet and serve people who haven't yet heard the greatest news of all time...that's too much. Today I know it's too much.

Today I realise that this is the type of solid, bill-paying job that I have been drooling over and dreaming about for years and years but never landed (because it tends to require directly applicable experience). This is that job and the Lord gave it to me in a surprising and gracious way.

More than gifting me with it, He equipped me to perform. I'm so pleased. I'm so chuffed. I'm so grateful. 

It's easy to say, "I'd be great at that," about stuff you've never tried--and people with my personality type say that often but we turn out to be too cowardly to prove it. It's so easy to be theoretically great. 

And I suppose I couldn't have known whether this would be one of those things. I could have flopped, even though I thought I had the skills, aptitude, and indirect experience to at least tread water.

It fits. It so fits and I love it. I am grateful, and, like a moral, sentient being, I should give credit where it is due. Thank You so much, Lord. You bless beautifully.

Wednesday, 11 June 2014

a vignette for two words.

vignette? (no. 5)

An uncertain hand reaches up and its knuckles meet the door three times. Step back and wait, straighten your clothes, deep breath... Before you can select your greeting the door is swung open widely. If a door could be opened without a whisper of reservation, this one was. Without a peephole, without an identity hollered through, without stated business, that door was pulled so decisively and widely that the hinges grunted as they strained to the very edges of their flexibility.

Your breath catches in your throat a little, startled. Then you naturally soften as you see the look of complete recognition on your potential host's face. (You're profoundly aware that the recognition means you aren't only seen but known. Your eyes dart quickly to the right and back, just to be sure the door wasn't actually transparent, or made of glass.) The smile makes you smile. The smile reaches you like the sun on an overcast day: there's no reason to expect the clouds to part but craftily, the sun sneaks out and your goosebumped skin gratefully soaks it up.

The wording is irrelevant, the beckoning hand is superfluous, and the moment is over so quickly you're essentially left blinking and bewildered. You step over the threshold because there's no reason not to. It's the purest invitation you've ever received. You could enter. Your presence was requested because your presence is desired. And you may stay. In fact, you're not sure you could overstay. You're here and your host is pleased.

More than pleased, your host has been expecting you. You spy your favorite kind of chair and the "offer" to sit in it sounds like it contains no space to be declined. Others in the house greet you so warmly you can't even entertain the possibility that you're in the way or that you've come at an inconvenient time. A drink is in your hand and you can see it's been no trouble to fetch.

You stay for dinner. You help with impromptu dessert. You don't hear a single inside joke and you never need an elbow to join conversation. You make the teams even for board games. You adapt easily to house rules.

Your integration is almost mystical... You thought you were a stranger a few hours ago. Now you have to keep reminding yourself you have a different home address.


Therefore, my brothers and sisters, make every effort to confirm your calling and election. For if you do these things, you will never stumble, and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
II Peter 1:10-11

Wednesday, 4 June 2014

Meditating like a Puritan.

Abstract:

stand amazed in the presence
sinner, condemned, unclean
how marvellous
my Savior
love
praise be
new birth
living hope
THE RESURRECTION OF JESUS CHRIST
an inheritance
an inheritance
an inheritance that can never perish, spoil, or fade
Though you have not seen him, you love him;
filled
  filled with an inexpressible
    inexpressible and glorious J
                                             O
                                                Y
for you are receiving...the salvation of your souls
O worship the King
gratefully sing
sing gratefully
tell of His might, sing of His grace
given us everything--
everything we need
him who called us by his own glory and goodness
very great
very precious
he has given us his very great and precious promises
through his own glory and goodness he has given us his very great and precious promises
so that...
Thank You for the way that You love us.
Thank You
Thank You
thank You
created for Your pleasure (?!)
Your presence (??!)
for the glory of Your Name (?!??!)
thank You for the way You have made us
You forgave us
faithful King
Jesus
Jesus, faithful King
grateful hearts sing
HOW GREAT IS THE LOVE
..how great.
thank You for grace that saved, forgave
freed us
ransomed,
  rescued,
    purchased with the price
Thank You
You love us.


Article:

I stand amazed in the presence of Jesus the Nazarene and wonder how He could love me, a sinner, condemned, unclean.

How marvelous, how wonderful! And my song shall ever be:
How marvelous, how wonderful is my Savior's love for me.

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade.

Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled in an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving and the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

O worship the King, all glorious above and gratefully sing His wonderful love;
Our Shield and Defender, the Ancient of Days, pavilioned in splendor, and girded with praise.

O tell of His might, O sing of His grace, Whose robe is the light, Whose canopy space!
His chariots of wrath, the deep thunderclouds form and dark is His path on the wings of the storm.

His divine power has given us everything we need for a godly life through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature having escaped the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.

Thank You for the way that You love us, how You love us.
Thank You for the way You have made us.
We were created for Your pleasure, for Your presence,
for the glory of Your Name.
Thank You for the way that You love us.

Jesus, faithful King, Lord, with grateful hearts we sing:
How great is the love, how great is the love of our Savior.
The weight of the cross, the curse of our shame,
You carried it all and rose from the grave.
How great is the love, how great is the love of our Savior.

Thank You for your grace that has saved us: You forgave us.
Thank You for the way You have freed us.
We have been ransomed, we've been rescued, we've been purchased with the price of Your own life.
Thank You for the way that You love us.


"My Savior's Love" - Charles Hutchison Gabirel; Public Domain
I Peter 1:3-4a, 8-9 (NIV)
"O Worship the King" - Johann Michael Haydn, Robert Grant, William Gardiner; Public Domain
II Peter 1:3-4 (NIV)
"How Great is the Love" - Jacob Sooter, Meredith Andrews, Paul Baloche; (c) 2009 Integrity Worship Music