I don't know how to express my sadness.
Even now I'm looking at my hands more than I'm typing. I space out a lot.

My mouth doesn't move because I don't know what to say or ask. My brain is moving but not really.
I alternate between making no eye-contact at all and locking in deliberately, as if every word is critical.

I don't know what to do now!
I know that some hypothetical "tomorrow" will come. I know that. Today I am sad.

I feel like not doing anything but I plan to keep on keeping on.
Not sure why I'm the only one like this.

It's not the end of the world.