Ten Minutes: Third entry, two days later

I'm tired.

Lately it seems like I say that every day and sometimes multiple times in one day. Is it always true? Is it an excuse for being emotionally raw? Is it a deeper problem? I dislike how foggy it makes things seem sometimes. Even more I dislike feeling as if I don't remember what it feels like to be rested.

Perhaps what I feel lately is weary. It's physical tiredness and emotional stretched-thin-ness. (Some days you can add mental disorders to the mix.) They cycle through and impact one another. Generally, if I feel depressed or otherwise overwhelmed by negative emotions, I don't care much about getting good sleep (or nutrition, for that matter).

But... I am known and loved by a God who is refining and guiding me toward wholeness so... I guess I can hope.