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hmmm. that can't be right.

I just thought about inquiring after a certain ministry my friend had mentioned the other day because it's dancing on the outskirts of a new direction I'm looking at/into.

Then I kinda shook my head in...not disgust but shake-the-dust-offa-yo-feet or something thinking, no I don't want the safe support group with nice couches. That is a vital part of the process but I don't want to sit quietly and discuss options.
I like the bloody, gorey frontline where captives are wrenched from bloodthirsty captors and grungy cages. Yes.... yes I don't like this at all but I love it. Let's all pretend that made sense.